hello im in room 151 right now. it's friday, april 21st. awnyway, room 151: lunch detention. huge shocker. if you had told 5th grade me i would've ever been in a detention of any kind, i probably wouldn't have believed you. but hey, im almost 16, and im just learning lessons. im honestly kinda shameful about it which is why im writing this. it doesn't need to be as big of a deal as i'm making it, though. honestly, my muscle memory is worried about how my ex bf would respond.

here's what's crazy: i was more scared of him than i was of my parents. one time, i was trying to take pictures of us and he saw texts on my phone between my friend and i. he demanded to see the phone and saw that i admitted to taking a hit off a vape. and, look, i know: vapes are bad. i dont smoke vapes or any nicotine products.